December 2011
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Dec 31st
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Dec 31st
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Last day of 2011! 2012 Goals!
I am sitting here at a Panera in Branson, Mo currently listening to this song. I just used the bathroom to get dressed and my webcam to apply makeup. I love being a traveler. I was achey this morning and my mom handed me a pill, come to find out it was a tylenol pm, I’ve been in a super sleepy daze since. I am going to be teasing her about this for a while! Anyway, I have been thinking for a...
Dec 31st
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January Mini Goal:
My current BMI is 25.3  By the end of January I am shooting for 24.9! This would put me in the healthy range for my height! :)  
Dec 30th
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December Weigh In:
Dec 1st: 169.7lbs Dec 30th(today): 166.5lbs Weight lost this month: 3.2 lbs Weight loss in December?! I’ll take it! The best part is that during this past month I lost an inch from my waist. YES PLEASE!!! I bought size 8 skinny jeans… I survived a surprise break up and recovered! … I traveled more than three thousand miles. I went to a million Christmas parties. Overall, this...
Dec 30th
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Okay… I just found out I am leaving on Saturday for Branson for a week. A family friend has a condo down there and a bedroom there.. so I figured I would bring some dresses and go to some shows! I am going to do my monthly weigh in on Saturday before I leave! I have no expectations and realize that if I did lose weight there is a high likelihood it is muscle. :( now that my appetite is back and I...
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
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Purposely going to try tomorrow.
Like try to be healthy….and eat more. Depending on how sick it makes me feel.  Today I had:  3 cuties(those little delicious orange things) A cookie Coffee  A piece of chocolate My stomach feels icky and I probably won’t be able to eat anymore. This is ridiculous… it has been a week, and I need to get my appetite back, back for food!!!(I feel like I always have an appetite for...
Dec 27th
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Dec 27th
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I'm slowly feeling better :)
but I need some new VERY HAPPY music! :) What music makes you guys happy? Making myself a playlist so I don’t have time to think about myself in silence all the time, you know? So please, tell me your happy music top picks! :) 
Dec 27th
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Dec 27th
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Dec 26th
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I love you guys.
I really, really appreciate all the kind words I have gotten recently! It helps my hurting heart. I never would have imagined that I would receive so much support from the fitblr community. I am forever in debt to all of you who have helped me during this healing process. LOVE YOU!  The Good News:  I got my appetite back! Yesterday! Slowly but surely I am starting to eat again.  I have been...
Dec 26th
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Painful lessons:
Long distance is often a big deception. That person can be anyone they want with you. They can build a fantasy with you and never have any true plans of making it a reality. They can feed you everything they think you want to hear… and none of it can be true. Guys, this hurts so badly. I’ve not been able to eat for three days and have been crying for half my days. I need help. How...
Dec 23rd
We broke up.
I flew home yesterday. It was a huge shock. I’ve been puking and having diarrhea for almost three days now. If ya’ll pray, pray for my heartbroken little heart. Thank you!!!!
Dec 23rd
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Dec 21st
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Dec 16th
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Dec 15th
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Dec 14th
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Dec 14th
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abitofsilliness asked: Christmas Question Tuesday! Pass it on! Now that you're all lovey-dovey with Mr. Right ;) what's your favorite Christmas love song? :)
Dec 13th
ehmihleezee asked: Tell everyone at work that you're making cookies, use the M&Ms. That way you HAVE to bring 'em in for them. OR make some and bring them to the homeless shelter - I know you just bought them but at least YOU won't be the one eating all of them! OR put them into serving size bags! Orrr mix up cookie dough, portion it out for one cookie sizes, freeze them, and then when the mood is...
Dec 13th
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Cuteface
Boyfriend: I’m going to kiss you so passionately in the airport. I hope you are ready. Me: Do you have this kiss planed or something? Boyfriend: Sure do! I miss you more than I can handle. 
Dec 13th
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The point when you think you should know better.
I’ve lost weight. I’ve actually gained and lost close to twenty pounds THIS year. I’ve lost over 80lbs total from my highest weight of 252. I know exactly what to do. I know you simply eat less and move more. I know you don’t sneak food. I know you don’t eat handfuls of M&M’s.  Then I get it, or rather my parents get it. The food that makes me feel out of...
Dec 13th
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I love the Denver Bronco's and Tim Tebow.
That game just blew me away. Miraculous. 
Dec 12th
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Politics.
I need a “Newt for Preso” T-shirt to wear everyday for the next year. After his brilliant debate last night and his apparent experience and intelligence he is clearly MY CHOICE for this next election. Young people, YOU ARE THE FUTURE… and you should feel encouraged to start researching who YOU want to lead YOUR country. My boyfriend has been trying to reason with me about not...
Dec 12th
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I'm packing right now :)
The idea of being in my boyfriends arms in 4 DAYS is so exciting! Currently trying to stuff everything I need for 2.5 weeks into two carry on bags. I have to leave behind the best Christmas sweaters :(  This is my jam while packing. I love me some blues! 
Dec 11th
Dec 10th
I’m watching the political debates tonight! Don’t forget to get educated on who you want to lead this country. Our country is in decline, and nearly 70% of American people have no idea what Obama’s goal is for this country. If we don’t get an extremely competent leader America’s future is hopeless. THIS IS ABOUT MY FUTURE KIDS LIVES.
Dec 10th
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Dec 10th
Dec 10th
OMAHA GOT A MEGABUS!!!!!!!!!
Consequently boyfriend and I are going to CHICAGO for VDAY!!!! $2.50 roundtrip for BOTH of us. So excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Dec 9th
femme-enforme asked: I think it's evident that you love life and I appreciate that quality in people.
Dec 9th
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Oh Life!
Skype isn’t working right now. Do you know how horrible that is for someone in a long distance relationship?!  I’m sickish… like headache, sore throat, weak feeling….. I hate this type of sick, like not full fledged sick, but the type of sick that drains your energy and makes you only want to watch Christmas movies while drinking hot coco.  Speaking of coco, I love this...
Dec 9th
Reblog if you want one of these in your askbox:
Reblog if you want one of these in your askbox: A stupid question A compliment A story A poem About you Why you follow me If you met me what would you do A cute message One thing you want to tell me  One thing you want to know about me  Go for it! :) My throat is so soreee and I have nothing to do for the next few hours :) 
Dec 9th
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Bullets :)
Sufjan Steven’s Christmas channel on pandora is my favorite thing in the world right now.  I see my most favorite person in 8 DAYS! ….have you guys ever been to San Luis Obispo? Anything I NEED to see? I guess there is a bubble gum wall that is spectacular… yeah, I will def be contributing to that!  My goals are shifting and changing. I am a liscenced practical nurse right...
Dec 7th
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Dec 7th
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Dec 5th
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My feelings on love.
You guys, before I met my boyfriend I thought all men under the age of 50 were horn-dog, all talk, lazy, wishy-washy, losers…well at least most… and the ones who were not that way, I wasn’t attracted to. WHA?!?!?!! Anyway, I didn’t believe that falling in love was real. I thought it was a disney made fairytale. Another thing to make you feel unsatisfied with your life. I...
Dec 5th
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Goal of 2012 (A little early!)
I disc golf casually sometimes. My brother and my boyfriend are really good though. Like my boyfriend does tournaments and has won money for it. So if I really practice…. and actually let my boyfriend and my brother teach me… I could get really good and do tournaments with them! So my goal for 2012: Go disc golf pro. 
Dec 4th
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:)
Have not worked out in two days. Mostly because I just wrote the biggest paper of the semester. 10 pages APA format pharmacology paper. Thank God that is finished! I have my re-entry interview tomorrow for school. Where I basically tell them I will never get sick on a thur or fri again. A private school would be so much easier… but hey, the tuition is a great price, but I also know about 500...
Dec 4th
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‎"retard sugar momma" instead of "work hard sugar...
Dec 3rd
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Dec 3rd
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Dec 3rd
Dec 3rd
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Dec 3rd
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Anonymous asked: Do you have a picture of your boyfriend? Sorry if you already posted one I must have missed it!
Dec 3rd
Days when you are endlessly hungry.
SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why stomach? You don’t need anymore. I’m the boss little buddy! 
Dec 3rd